I feel like so few people actually know who I am. The part that makes me sad is that no one even tries to.
To be fair though, I’m picky about who I let in, so I guess it’s partially my fault.
I feel like so few people actually know who I am. The part that makes me sad is that no one even tries to.
meet the blogger:
- Name: Kyle
- Nicknames: N/a
- Height: 6’3”
- Eye Color: blue/green/hazel/grey (changes)
- Birthday: January 9th
- Favourite color(s): purple/turquoise
- Best school subject(s): Extra-Curriculars
- Mac or PC: Both
- Current shirt color: blue/white horizontal stripes
- Day or Night: night
- Coffee or Tea: coffee
- Favourite Food(s): mac & cheese
REBLOG and replace !
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Soo.. I can’t sleep, so I’m going to pull an Alicia and do a December To-Do List.
DECEMBER To-Do List
Rehearse the shit out of the 318 Project and get an A
Do that 318 Extra Credit/ MANDATORY FOR ME Paper over Melbou Mines (Who are pretty awesome, actually)
Don’t fuck up the rest of 317. You have an A right now and you don’t really deserve for the amount of work you’ve put in. Just do awesome on your paper revision and pass that final!
Read Agamemnon for Honr201 and do that extra response over it. You could use the bonus points.
Figure out what to do for your 201 final project and kick it’s ass.
Pass Hist150, Ballet, and Honr296… ‘Nuff said.
Figure out something to actually do with APO next semester.
Don’t miss any more counseling center appointments! They stress you out afterward, but they are more helpful than you realize.
Finally read Clurman’s On Directing and do your spine for Smudge.
Figure out a seating arrangement for Smudge. This might mean figuring out how to direct alley style if Bill is really wanting you to do alley… but don’t let him force you to. You’re a strong independent black woman who don’t need no faculty advisor. Well, you do, but he can’t FORCE you to do anything.
GET A JOB.
Figure out how to pay rent and eat this semester.
Budget better for next semester so you don’t awkwardly run out of money at the end.
Figure out how to convince parents to buy you new clothes/ shoes during or before break… probably after break because you have no time now.
Don’t become a hermit over break. If people don’t contact you to hang out, YOU contact them to hang out. Don’t have anxiety over it, just DO it.
Continue talking to this random Evan guy. He’s really funny and pretty cute. See where it leads, but don’t freak out if it flounders.
House Alicia if she needs a place to chill for a bit that ISN’T the library or the TCOM office. She’s a boss ass friend and you might as well hang with her.
do you ever get those pangs of anxiety where you feel like nobody likes you and nobody will ever like you and you will achieve nothing
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Really though, the only reasons I want a boyfriend are so that I can text or call someone at any time just to talk and it wont be weird, I can have kisses and cuddles on a regular basis, and to have a companion to be around even without having a reason.
I just want a boy who I can love, who will love me back
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Maybe I’m just terrible at this whole flirting thing (I am) but I feel like none of the guys I like have picked up on the fact that I like them… or they’re just ignoring that I like them. It would be fabulous for someone to just tell me they like me though, instead of it always being me pursuing someone (to no avail).
I may or may not have just started crying in the sm office alone. I’m having a really rough day and nothing is helping.
